Stressed Out

This is what I hate... tension and stress in the office... target 150 and we are now at 17... WHAT!!!!! Yea jaw drops... another month to go for the 5 of us to hit it.... 'duckies' are out and only killing 1 at the moment... few more flying in but still not enuf.... arrrrghhhh

Kinda stressed out this afternoon and almost went out of control... (Not as serious as it sounds) :P

But still hoping for the best cuz if we are able to do it.... we have a GOOD year to enjoy.... :D

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After work went to meet up with Joey who then told me that Mimi and her daughter is joining us for dinner as well.. am ok with it but I kinda don't have much words with Mimi.... neways met her up and when I saw Damia (Mimi's daughter) she brightens me and make me smile...She is just so so cute little girl who just started to talk a little.... baby talk that is....

All she say was....Aei~~~

Which reminds me of.... Happy from Fairy Tail

Aye~~~

Haha after having dinner at Nando's we went separate ways as I accompanied Joey to buy her facial stuffs.... then me buying snacks-getting ready for the weekends...

Went to MPH to buy the latest issue of Esquire but it seems like it's not yet in store... I just gotta wait...hmmm..


at the moment I shall try to relax myself....
Ohmmmmmm........

Yawns

Was having a hard day at the office today.... nah... not about work but trying hard to keep my eyes open... am feeling sleepy at the office since I didn't have any off day for a week now...

Everything is starting to slow down as everyone is for sure tired and Cindy is kinda sick today.. Looking forward for the weekend so that I can at least rest on Sunday and of course got to play CardFight Vanguard with Bie... :P

Satisfaction

Lovin' what am doing now and getting people to say that I gave them a very good information and service is really nothing but self satisfaction... And look how cute those kittens are.... awwwww....

Day 2-Done

It's officially over....the biggest event for this year is over and it wasn't that tough...but then did do some mistakes, a minor ones actually but H is making fuss with it...

Did saw a few friends today.. Dwabit aka S.Win..it's been really long long time since I last hangout with her and it feels good to see her today...Hope we can actually hangout again next time...

Besides her, saw Alice and her family too.. it's almost like a day for gathering with old friends haha... how lovely...

Body aches and am stuffing myself with food as I am so hungry just about an hour ago.... dismantling the setup was fun as everyone come together keeping the table and chair for the exhibition and most of all the best thing for this few day was getting really close to some of the student helper..Marcus are not serious after all... he can be very funny and fun too at times... but when he is serious...he IS... o.0

Day 1- Done!

Phew it's been a not so tiring day compared to before... this is really fun and I am really enjoying it.... Everyone is really helping each other and we are not being 'monitored' like a working slave robots...

Neways, am glad day 1 is over and getting myself motivated for day 2 tomorrow... H who is the difficult people I blog about before was here too and this time being so not considerate for holding a meeting at the end of the event...

Been chit chatting with W this few days as we travel in the same car from the office and somehow we ended up saying that I am willing to be gay in my next time as the world might have accepted people like us and having the equal rights as the rest...

Yea... I am somehow proud to be who I am this life.... Do you?

Until Then

Won't be able to blog for the next few days I guess... So until then... :D

Contemporary

Back to the gym after skipping like 2 weeks... Well, went there and notice that Kerry's class is replaced by someone call Suan Sim... Not very sure what kinda style is she going to teach... went for the class after seeing the regulars joining..and that cant go wrong...

So... listening to the music she play... kinda fast but not the kind of hip hop dance Kerry usually do...

Before she starts the class she introduced herself and then I got to know that I am going to do contemporary dance today... never tried that before but loving it as I watch those SYTUCD shoes on TV...

At start it's a little too complicated for me but as we go along it became easier and I like it... However since we have our shoes on it's not that easy to expressed those contemporary feeling...

Neway the class was fun and continue with Body Combat after that and half way done am gasping for breath again.... saw someone in the class though with his GF.. sweet...


Straight guys sometimes tend to have a little difficulty with jabbing and following the trainer... as how I see it....o.0.... not sure how u think..

My body still aching but there's no time to be sick as weekend is coming... major day

Ce-Le--Bra-Ti-On

Celebration now ...come on~~..


P-Day is finally over and yea I hope you can tell that I am actually enjoying every moment now cuz I am finally off pressure.... all the burden had finally took rest.... AHHHhhhhhh~~!!!!!

The day starts with a little bad news where by the venue hall for presentation was occupied by other people and there's no complaining since they are like the 'big boss' of the 'state'...

So what to do?  Discussed with the person in-charged and finally kinda sort out a way for the P-Day... Instead of having 1400 eyes on me I only end up with about 600 of them... phew.... does really release my stress right away..

The presentation went on smoothly I have to say... can;t ask for any better but I would like to really improve myself next time as I still felt it's not that convincing this time....

After that 'tapao' lunch back to office with Kathy and spend the rest of the day smilling, relaxing and finally .... a peace of mind....

Before going off from the office, WP invited me to go for dinner and I followed... had a chat with him .. mostly bout work matter and the people in the office...

It's gonna be a very busy week for everyone as all of us will be out from the office including me for an outdoor event around the northern regions...

Good luck everyone and never fall sick as this weekend is a 'big day'.... Gambateh~~~

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Received something similar like this at the office and it's from WP when he is in Langkawi.... And this one is also from him send to my house... kinda surprise as I thought he only send 1 postcard but instead he send 2 of them...

This one is actually sent from Koh Lipe, Thailand.... Heard that it is a nice place and would love to pay a visit if I have a chance....

P-Day

Went to Kun Thai last week with mum along with sis and Bie.... Promised to bring him there and finally made it... So this is a few dishes we ordered and after I start eating I forgot to snap the dishes after that.... there's curry crab and a lot more....can't remember.. ( I have short memory)

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This is when I fulfilled another promise.... Dave Deli's Grill Chicken ...also somewhere around last week...

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Yea today is all about food cuz I kinda skipped lunch today...... (Some people went out for lunch for 2 hours and I don't have time for mine...F**K)

 Made this cookies the other day and decor it with a chocolate on top..yummy....

And a cuppa chilled chocolate milk...... wonderful afternoon snack on a lazy Saturday.............


P-Day..... Presentation Day is tomorrow and my slides are all messed up... Lotsa changes to be made and some previous slides is deleted..( there goes my hard work)... Neway....panic u ask me?erm.... not really anymore compared to a few days before....

I've done what I can and it's all depends on the rest....... My hands are on them.... >.<

Panic

Okay.. seriously I think in having a panic attack.... Presentation is on Tuesday and I am already freaking out today.... gosh.. it got worst from morning till now.... I can feel butterfly in my stomach and dizzy....Omg omg... what's happening? I never felt this way before and I guess this is what sis felt everytime she say she is nervous over something.....

And all I ever told her was.... what's there to be afraid of?... Now I know.... o.0

Trying my best to kick this feeling off... Listening to songs, playing games or watching anime.... not really helping and am not sure if I am able to sleep tonight......

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Confession

Yea I hereby confess that I play TCG even the box said Age 9+.... well the photo says it all....

From Yu-Gi-Oh to now..CardFight! Vanguard.... bought 2 starter deck lately and started playing with Bie yesterday ....and kept on losing....he is just that good with TCG....( or maybe my deck is not that strong huh...)

Neway.. spending time at home on Saturday and not much plan fo tomorrow either....

Ride!!!! Vanguard...lol

Special Dinner

Was suffering from pressure and are really on a 'Panic' mode as I am not ready for the presentation on next coming Tuesday... Not only am gonna try to present in Mandarin but towards an audience of at least 700 people.... Oh Man..... that's 1400 eyes on me.... hell yea...

Anyway, did promise Bie to go over for dinner (He cooks) and this is actually the first time steeping my feet into his house after since his sister came to Penang. And yes, you guess it right, joining in for the dinner with his sister as well...

Remember the last time I met her? She's so cool and I'm kinda wanna make sure I'm friendly enough to break the ice this time... stepping into the house, she just starting to prepare for the dinner and since she is in the kitchen while I am in the living room trying to figure out my work, we don't see each other nor talk.

Then when Bie starts to cook I went to help from time to time and when dinner is served we watch some Korean drama DVD together and that means no chit chatting or what so ever too....

The dinner is nice and we continue watching....

Until bout 10.30pm or so I decided to go home while her sis was in the kitchen doing dishes... I took the opportunity to at least wave and say good bye to her... and guess what she did!!!!?

Haha (so drama rite?)

She just shout out "Bye!!!" in a very friendly way... guess I shouldn't always judge people on how they see me or how cool they are... maybe I should be extra extrovert and make the first move instead of expecting people to do it first... lesson well learn and am happy that she replied me yesterday night...

It was a very wonderful & special dinner...and yea it really opens up the opportunity to actually hang out with each other in future....

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So what bout today? Spend the whole day at the office finishing my slides for the presentation and squeeze my brain juice as much as possible..

And what do I get from all my hard work?

Boss say..... nicely done and improve a little here and there...

That will be the best encouragement words and confident for next Tuesday...

Stressed Out

Totally stressed out..... Gonna have a presentation using a language am not comfortable with.... F**k edi this time....

Still gonna try my best but if I really screw up this time... it's gonna effect my confident in future and also how my boss gonna treat me.... ahhhhh.....

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A positive side of things... finally collected my parcel from the post office today...the package is good but damaged by shipment handling process.... hmmm but what's in the box is still in good condition....at least...

Another thing would be... Jake actually put his hand over my shoulder o.0... wohooo.... but no rapid heartbeats or what so ever....(no reaction LOL)

Struggling through the hard day work and miss my gym class again this week..... instead went for dinner with Kathy, Cindy, W.Ping & Joel at the restaurant nearby...

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Currently obsessed with Big Bang - Fantastic Baby

I'm Loaded

Yahooooo Am loaded..... with WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been nagging how much I've been dealing with and just right before I finish, am now loaded with another project and yea.... 2 weeks time to settle...

Under such a short notice!!!!? U serious? Kidding me?

How I wish am able to say this....

.................. even thought I can't ................. >.<.........................

My Type

My unusual type of man....

1) The bad boy - Not the kind like Ah Beng / Ah Seng la... more like western bad boys because I am a good polite type of guy and having someone who is totally on the opposite does causes my adrenaline rush.

2) Guys with Tattoo - Who will not fall a guy with tattoos? Well I know I will!!! Prob cuz I love to have one myself (Still struggling what I want to ink)

3) The skater boy - Yes... Guys who skates and love to show me his skills on his board is just nice.

4) Beach boy/ Surfer Boys - Ah.... those sexy abs is irresistible LOL

5)  Smart looking/Intelligent Guy - Those who dressed and look smarts makes them look real intelligent and of cuz if he is really smarter than me will actually teaches me more. Guys with specs also consider this category lor...

6) The Smoker - Yea I know most people hate this type of guy but to me they sometimes look sexy especially when they are real good looking / cute ones.

7) Pet Lover - Guys who love pets shows that they do care and kinda sensitive too.

That's all I can think of at the moment but am sure there's more.... Next time ba...

World Press Photo 11

Experienced something new today...
All this while photography to me is just another hobby, snapping great photos that 'wow' people, portraits of weddings or cam-whoring with friends or for Facebook profile purposes.

The today during lunch, went to this World Press Photo 2011 exhibition at Penang Town Hall with Wilbur, W.Ping & Joel. At first I thought it would be another usual photo exhibition but it turn out to be a little different.

It is hard to express by words so if you happen to be in Penang, pay a visit tomorrow and you'll know what I'm trying to say. Photo of wars, natural disaster, culture, human miracles etc...

Some photo might make you fell uneasy as it does to me. It really open my eyes to the word ' Photography' and I really respect those who risked their life to snap those great photos.

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Ok, let's talk bout something happy now... Was in the meeting early this morning until noon before going for the exhibition. Jake was there too (if you don't know Jake... see my previous post :P)

Am not sure if this is what you call fetish or just the way I look at people and judge them. Let's see....

You saw a guy/girl walking towards you... and he/she is your type... which body part will you look at next?

The hair? The lips? The chest? Butt? Legs? Hands? 

Well... to me I look at their legs (yea call me weird but this is true)... I usually looked at their legs because it can somehow tells me more about him/her.

So what about Jake's?

Hmmm better than I expected (awwwww)

Jake is not really my type but the way he speaks in mandarin makes him look so cute (English Educated that speak Mandarin) 

Ok, I should pull myself back together!!! Wake Up!!!

Not Jake's!!

Weekend Ends Too Soon

Another quick weekend and I am not having enuf of it.... Grrrrr.....

Went for movie today... John Carter... another disappointing movie.... It's not that the movie is real bad but just there's too many unneeded twist added into the movie that makes it bad... maybe it's just me... I dunno...

Woman In Black by Daniel Radcliffe is much better... Well the name might sound cheap but still it's kinda unexpected scene in the movie...

Neways, work starts tomorrow and might not able to make it to gym again since there's a late meeting after 6pm...

Quickie Updates

Updates:

Latest Game on iPhone - Tiny Tower & Draw Something
Latest Movie - John Carter (Tmr actually :P)
Latest Song - Dia Frampton (The Broken Ones) & Birdy (Skinny Love)
Latest K-Pop - T-ARA (Lovey Dovey)
Latest Crush - The Guy in Gym (Major) + Jake (Minor)
Latest Things Bought (online)- CardFight Vanguard TCG x 2 Set
Latest 'Wants' - Gay Rights & Freedom
Latest Regret - Ate too much
Latest Friend - Billy
Latest Post on The Other Blog - Abs----10s

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Souvenir Gifts & Presents

The team is finally 5 again... welcoming Cindy & Kathy back from Singapore and it's souvenir time... Not expecting anything much but anything will do.... So this is what I got from them...

Awwww It have my name on it :D

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So I've been updating my bucket list and I got 1 done lately...

Bucket list #31 - Take a day off and wrap myself a birthday present that I've always wanted.

Yes a birthday present for me-self... there's seriously nothing wrong to buy your own birthday present rite?!!!... So I went to Gurney Plaza aiming for Fossil.....

At first bought the thing inside the small paper bag... then while walking out from the store... I saw something and walked back in for a better look.... so what happen is I bought the thing which is in the big paper bag and yes it cost more than the small one for sure....

What's inside? Wait for me birthday yea :P....

I can't wait too...
>.<
ps// Credit card EXPLODE

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As for work, more task coming in and all due at the same time..... Wooottttttt

Flat Tyre Phobia

I'm not sure when I starts to feel this way but every time I heard a 'pop' when I'm driving, I;m scared that I will have a flat tyre. Okay maybe this is because I personally don't think I have the knowledge to change a flat tyre and also I am not sure what to do if that really happen to me...

Try to fix it on my own before calling for help?... I might look stupid to passer by when I'm trying to do so... >.<

Anyway thank God that never happen to me...yet... o.0

So what about today? Gym got me so damn tiring today... my body actually ached and I can fell my muscles screaming!!!!!

Kerry dance class is great ..again... a different routine this week and I really enjoyed it... put my whole concentration to it and that explains why I'm tired... Right after her class...was Body Combat and usually I still have at least 40% of stamina to continue but today I guess it's only 20% and I'm like on the RED zone on the iPhone battery....

Survive the 1st track of Body Combat and when the 2nd track starts, I kinda gift up and what I had in my mind was.... Ice Blended Soya Bean with Black Sesame...and Subway... LOL

Seriously that's what I am thinking the whole session after that....and that's what I did...went for Subway and get an Ice Blended Chocolate instead... talking bout guilt...>.<

N...E....E....D
 Rest....

I Wanna... I Wanna....I Wanna..

I wanna travel and I mean non-stop traveling from one country to another.... It's only 6 days of March and I already pleading for holidays.... So many jobs pending and deadline in a weeks time.... It's a last minute lucky job done or a total disaster...

Yo Little Green Leprechaun.. I need you dude...  :P

Journey starts with Australia - New Zealand - Japan -Korea - Europe - South America - Back to home sweet home...

That would be a nice holiday....

And if all the above plan failed..... I only wish to do this somewhere across the world...

PS// ... Click...

Love Happens......

Love can turn out really bad when you're on the edge of ending a relationship. But today, I just felt like Love Is Beautiful when 2 person are not afraid to express their feeling with each other and are very passionate about it... (u know what I mean.... :P) am not talking bout me but I just had this feeling today...

If only there were equal rights for people like us... or if only there's nothing wrong for same sex to get together...

However, public eye are not willing to change the so call - Nature Law- unless the are one of us...

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Spend a really quite day in the office since there's only me and W.Ping as the rest were on leave. Went to gym after work and sweat myself until I was gasping for breath... this is what happen when I skip gym for a week... >.<

Everytime I finish my Body Combat classes, I'm relief and very satisfied at the same time... And if you're in combat class before you know the final cooling down track are always nice and bring us to another level of.... spirituality? lol can't think of a word....

An Esquire-ed Sunday

Spending the weekend all by myself without Bie accompanying me.... and I still feel great because today is an unusual Sundae...

Sunday!!

Bought myself some magazine from MPH on Saturday.. the usual DLSR Photo magazine and I found another magazine - Esquire -

I finally found a perfect male magazine... Esquire talks about everything a man loves... well a metro-sexual man at least...Travels, Fashions, Foods, Tips on Health and everything a man should know to stay in style..

Spend my lazy Sunday afternoon reading it and learn a thing or two from it...

1 - Did you know that Indonesia has more Volcanoes than any other country in this world?

o.0.....

Ok ok maybe this one is a little common and not that interesting...what bout this -

2 - Do you usually say 'Okay' with your hand gesture? If you do it so often you might wanna hold it back whenever you're in Brazil or in Rio according to the article...

The 'okay' hand sign don't mean OK over there...instead it means.... anus / asshole... >.<|| so be careful not to offend anyone there with the 'cute okay' sign

Will be considering to subscribe to Esquire so I don't have to buy it at MPH :D

The rest of the day spend my time listening to songs on YouTube particularly
Skinny Love - Birdy
The Broken Ones - Dia Frampton
Little Numbers - BOY

So many inspiration lately and is eagerly to do all of it.... Bucket List.... it's a long way to go... little baby steps...

J-Pop To K-Pop

I used to listen to J-Pop song long time ago such as W-inds, Flame, Ayumi Hamasaki, Utada Hikaru and the list goes on but now J-pop seems to be over shadowed by K-Pop.... and I am now a K-Pop fans :D

Bought these few concert DVD and can't wait to enjoy it....

1. Big Bang Live Tour 2011

2. 2NE1 Live 2011

3. 2PM 1st Live Concert in Japan

4. ZE:A 1st Live Appearance in Japan

5. MNET Hallyu Dream Concert 2011

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David doing what he do best... One day I wanna be a famous Photographer too :D

PS// 101 Bucket List - Sharing about it soon

A Wet Friday

A wet Friday... no pasar malam for me... >.<

Office is so quite without Kathy & Cindy around... I guess the team needs the 5 of us to party... Hope they are enjoying their Singapore trip and get back soon!!!! It's a working Sat tomorrow and Bie is not around to accompany me since his mum is in town to take care for his sis of cuz...

Well, take this time to free my mind and do what ever need to be done..

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Penang Time Square Food Gallery

 

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Souvenir from Wei Ping

Officially March - John Carter - SeeFood

Goodbye February Hello March!!

So what's in for March? A super busy month ahead but is trying hard to enjoy it as much as possible...There's 2 movie that I love to watch...

The 1st is John Carter which is premiering a week from now.. Haven't really see the trailer on YouTube but from the poster itself is already catchy enough... Hopefully that is not another disappointing ones...

Next is this....

 

SeeFood is a 3D animation movie by Malaysian Animation Company Silver Ant... They've been involve with the industry for years and some of the work are big name games and animation series.. This is their next big thing by bringing it to the big screen and world wide... Bravo!!!!!

Can't wait to watch it!!!!

As for everyone else.... Support k!!! For Malaysian Animation Industry :D