June

Busy time is over now..... 3events in a month is hectic but finally got over it....and it's time to get back on track with life.....

4 little tattoo coming soon....

Preparing for Korea....

Bicycle will be here soon.....

Pool n gym......

Shopping.....

And..... This weekend is special...... Well....supposed to be last weekend but due to work....so.....

Miss me

Blogging tru my lappie

It's been awhile since I ever type on my blog using my laptop as I've been doing that on my iPad... But it turns out that they have this error posting photo on that...and I know its been kinda blank and with those short entries.. It's kinda bored now....

Neway... a day off from work on Monday is always a good thing to kickstart the rest of the week... However, due to some work stress and so on...its gonna be a hectic month ahead.. Phew how I wish June never exist in the calender.. but that will not change anything..I'm jz stupid...bare with me on that..

Some updates on my life...

Been watching lots n lots of youtube video on daily life of people and it gets me out from my house a little bit just to make it as exciting as possible rather than wasting my time at home.. It gets me thinking bout my own life too and I guess I'm trying to survive and learning a couple or two things from it..

Bought a bike for me and Jacob from online deals... and cant wait for it to be delivered and put my hands on it...I used to cycle like at least 18 yrs ago I guess...That's a long time ago and I wasnt sure if I still know how to do that... but keeping finger cross and if I dont...I just gotta learn all over again... easy as that

apart from that, I've been trying out some recipes and some are good and some are debate-able... I prolly share some of the photo here next time...

Last Sat, I literally burnt my hand with boiling water...like super boiling and at first I thought it gonna be ok..but it turns out to be a new definition of PAIN to me.... I've never felt this kinda pain in my life.... it literally cooked my left palm and I can't take my hands of icy cool water.....

Jacob drove me to the doctors and I actually felt that the doctor thinks that I'ma joke looking at me with painful expression and told me that..."Yea...you need painkiller....otherwise you're not gonna get tru the day without pain"..... DUN Laugh Doctor!!!.... only if you knew how painful it was...

That's 2 days ago..and I;m feeling better now...but it's gonna leave a mark... :(

That's some of the updates that I thought I shud update you... and.... yea... let's hope I post more often from now on.... BYE!!!

180

Hate it when my emotion turns from super high to super low.... Shit happen too many times....

2 more days

2 more days to my big day....yep....

Is on a very diff daily diet at the moment... I'm trying to avoid rice..yea I know...being Asian without rice is like a big deal...but I have to deal with it if its giving too much carb than I reli need....neways...

Diet is more to salad, bacon, eggs n toast...not daily though... I think it's good to change diet slowly....

This feeling....damn

Am getting this feeling like I will soon be missing something in future...cant really describe the feeling but its eating me...

This is not good... and I hate if anything like that happen. ..what happen to the motivation thing I felt last week? Its like a total 360 change. ..arrrg

This feeling....

Am having a feeling that I somehow can't explain..... It's a combination go excited, anxious n crazy.... Nah don't get me wrong...am not seeing anyone at the moment....

I guess I jz need more of mallow610 & lafond66 to make me calm n it's reli the best thing I can have now....

Neway...was thinking of getting a small tattoo on my wrist as due to my skin problem I am not sure to do the big ones..... Will be turning 30 next week and I dun felt like celebrating it....reli...NO

I wanna be young ..... Sobsssssss

I need more

Watching youtube videos can sometimes be so addictive...I wan more n more even thought I already been watching it for the whole nite yday....

Gosh its the only thing now that motivates me tru the day

Not Gay Enough

I jz felt like I am not being gay enuf to be a gay guy...lol...I dun use makeup...I dun dress to kill most of the time...

I dun bitch enuf...I .....dont know. ..

I think I need to replenish myself n get out of the closet n be who I reli is...then I can enjoy my life...

I got this from watching coming out story videos on YouTube. ...yes blame them...lol

Its time maybe.....

T.I.H.U

It means. TIME I HATE U

Not feeling good

Not feeling good at all... Things are getting back to the dark side.... Lost n found my wallet again in 3 months n no money was found in the wallet...but those cards are still there....

Depressed since the the peak season for recruitments n I hate all those pressures... It's really making me crazy...

I really really wanna give up.... I surrender... For real.... Show me what I should do next

Lost The Battle, Win The War

Wilbur's last day in the office... Was a mix emotion

Neway, went to Ben's n celebrate his farewell

Nothing much

Who's Bryan

A Good Dinner

It's been awhile since I laugh n talk during dinner with friends.... As for a celebration for Kathy and Mito's promotion, we went to Daorae, a famous Korean restaurant in Penang....it was fun as we talk nonsense like usual, eat out heart out as we have 400dollars to spend for this dinner...

It really reminds me that why do we have to be so serious during work? Why can't we just deal with things like this where we don't have to be selfish or trying to stand out in front of our bosses? Don't they think that life is much easier when it is simple?

How I wish everyone can think the same way like I do..... Neway it was a good dinner that I really cherish as I am not sure how long this friendship is gonna last...

Really cursed

Someone surely cursed me.... Been having such bad luck....

My iPhone is officially dead... Yea I'm planning to get a new smartphones but at least I can still keep my old iPhone as iPod or sum thing but now it's just dead....

Am so lost now that Samsung S4 is rumored to be out on the 14th....just few days away... And now am phone less.... Thank God I still have my iPad with me...

Will be collecting my replacement credit card that I lost 2 months ago... Not sure how much debt I need to pay and ...phone!!!!!

I'm cursed!!! Damn u....

Now!!!

If you felt like doing something and it felt so right to do it, DO IT NOW.....

cuz if u wait and do it in the future

It might not feel the same anymore....

Don't wait!!

Sick of Art

Just saying.....

Real updates

This is the real updates instead of the previous.....

1. Latest iOS Games : Lies Of Astaroth
2. Latest Song : Rihanna - Stay, Paramore - Now, Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man
3. Latest Fav MTV : Kesha -C'mon
4. Latest Fav Food : Korean Kimchi Pork (Sizzling)
5. Latest 'Want' : New Phone (Samsung) , New Tattoo
6. Latest Addiction : Coffee , Tea


Who wanna be my 'owl' ?

Update

Shit

WHO SHIT ON ME TODAY!!!!!

No Control

I felt that I have no control over my life and most of the time, all my actions are controlled by people basically my family..... I am constantly asked to do stuff that I don't wish to do... I know it's easy to say ...hey u just have to say no... But what happen if its ur parents? U know they have high hopes on you and you wouldn't wanna hurt their feelings by doing things that opposed them.....

This is the situation I am into most of my life.... And I am getting tired of it... I just wanted to get out from this family that I don't felt I belong to.... It seems harsh for me to say it .... But this is how I feel.... Again... I am not supposed to say it at my own will?

The End of CNY

15 days of CNY just went by..... Too fast n am not feeling anything bout it....
Sigh

Going back to the normal days....work....eat....gaming.....sleep...work again...am getting tired of this kinda life....

Been having some conversation wit Petrina the other day.... Regarding how we end up in a life at we are not supposed to be.... We deserved something better but...what r we gonna do bout it?

Nothing can be done except to accept it and change it...

CNY 2013

This year is really different.....

1. I don't spend too much on new clothes....
2. 2 pants got too tight and I can't really fit into it .....
3. I don't gamble
4. I got Ang Pao from my niece.... Who is few years younger than me...and it feel weird lol...
5. This CNY is just reli another holiday for me to enjoy...nothing much..gosh..am I getting old!!!

Neway...wish all the best....

Eleven Days

Tomorrow is the kick start of my eleven days holiday off from work..... Wohooooo needed this time to adjust and recover from the bad and negative aura at work place.... Having the urge to resign and ironically, Joey helped me to ask for a position at her place... And is waiting for me to submit in the applications..... Not sure if I really wanna move on or continue here.....

Neway, holiday 1st ...think later.....

Somewhere

I need to go there!!!!!!!

Dreams

Cheese toast is great

I suck at cooking

Tried a few recipe today sine I took a day off....it turn out reli bad especially the cheese sauce.... A little disgusting I should say n wasted my cheese.... But I won't give up! I need to try more recipes n make it to perfection ....

I HAVE TO DO SO THAT I CAN MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE

17 years already?

Am a 80s baby and for those who also is you will somehow know about this....

Netscape
IRC
ICQ
WALKMAN
DISC-MAN
DISKETTE
DIAL TONES
TURBO BUTTON ON PC
'ALIEN'HEAD PC

And as I was chatting with Joey in the office like usual days....we mention all bout this.... N yet I realize I've been using computers for like 17 years now!!!!! Can't believe that time really goes on without realizing it....

DAMN....

Social Network

Not talking bout the movie but rather the real thing... Well it's true what I just watch on tv saying that if we manage to avoid social network/ gaming on smartphones or checking msg on forum or FB... We can actually have more time to do useful stuffs....I am a game addict myself but is having difficulty to manage my time on real live n social networks....

Wanted to do some difference from here onwards.... Back to basic ... Yea... Try.

That's what Pink said....

Too soon

Well a four day holiday jus gone in seconds... I'm not having enuf of it and going back to work is like the worst thing ever now..... Been trying to avoid being so negative bout it but I can't control this kinda emotion since I'm on the edge of giving up.....

If only I have someone tot ell me how or what an I do to make my dream cafe come true then it will the best....but a dream like that don't really happen...am jus gonna keep motivating myself that this can happen and if I really put my heart into it n trust myself...

Weekends

Moving Forward

It's time to move forward!!!!!
Time to take some risk....
Time to make something happens.....
Time to make my dream come true......
Time to get prepared n kick start.............

It's not easy to start your own business but am ready for the risk..... And if it fails....I'm done anyway!!!!!

Please Don't Let Me Sick

Been getting better from the itch and really hope it does go away and never had to go tru that again..... EVER!!!

Then suddenly I just got this major migraine that is killing me..... Am I having too much stress? I reli need to relax myself more and stop worrying bout stuff that I had no control of.... Please please I don't wanna be sick..... Although I wanna have mc n rest at home but not now..... I have better things to do....

Yes I Am

New Resolution

Not making any new resolution for the year 2013 as am not in the mood at all...so now I guess it's time... Remember the bucket list 101 i listed out? Yea got some of it last year and trying my best to have more of it done by 2013... It's the year to fulfill my dreams!!!

Korea is a sure thing... So one down....
Cycling is something I can see me doing anytime soon....
Some other planning on the way and finger cross hopefully everything is going to be great!

Me Likey

Itchy is back

Yes the itchiness that I got 3 years ago is back to haunt me.... I remember I was given steroid in controlled amount to cure me back then.... Not sure why it is coming back after so many years

The only thing I can think off is the construction work next door...paint chemical is always bad for me.... Allergic n stuff like that...

2, too much pressure from work does effect your body sometimes....
3, it must be the towels .... Hmmmmm ** sigh

Neway, 2nd day of 2013.... How was it for u? To me it's just a new year but the same old shit.....

2013

It's already a new year!!!? That's fast....

Lost my wallet few days before 2013... Not having a good day at work as I'm really at the edge of throwing my resign letter....

Hoping 2013 will be better

Went countdown at straits quay and that's was like the best firework show ever!!!! And ending up stuck at the car park since its not moving at all and people making fun with their honks.... Yea thx for the voice pollution when we really need it the most....

Supposed to be a really nice holiday today but end up scolding bie for playing too much game and ignoring me all the time.... Shud have keep myself cool but I lost it

Anyway, things get better after saying am sorry and bla bla bla trying to make the rest of the day better n it happen.... Watch few movies at home and having this "Monday blue" even it's not Monday tmr... Gosh how I wish I don't have to work and tones of cash with me.... Great dreaming Alex!!!!! Wake up!!!!!!

That's about all.....