2 Weeks & Financial Dilema

It's about 2 weeks before I will be on my flight to Melbourne for the 1st time... Things are going as planned with slight changes but I believe this changes will allow me to explore more and getting some of my bucket list ticked.....

Just can't wait but at the same time I am having some financial dilema as in one side I am willing to spend money for the trip and in the other hand I am struggling to plan my expenses as my bank are getting negative from month to month.....

And with that, it is crazy but I have to say that if u have exes in ur Facebook..... Somehow they makes u feel like wanting to spend more..... Cuz for my case, looking at them having fun time on their own holidays does makes me felt like wanting mine to be as fun as well.... I can't really describe how this happens but I just do.....

Second Inking Ideas

Done & Forward

The project I've been struggling for the past few month finally come to an end yesterday with a success!!!! Phew took a deep breathe and finally I can focus on my Melbourne trip this coming October.....

Thank God that everything went in smoothly for the past 2 days event and am happy to be there meeting people and social around with people.

Booked my trip next year to Seoul Korea!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Can finally turn another bucket list over but this does mean I'm kinda broke at the moment and trying to save money for the trip next year..... Not easy as I know I am quite a big spender but this is just another test for myself....

Neway, I'm happy for now and just hope nothing major will happen until early next year....

Sweet Boys

Don't get me wrong with that title there.... But I do really met 2 cute n sweet boys a few days ago.... Coming up to Pg from KL jz to help me with my on going project.... I can't thank them enuf n am scared to bring them bad news later on next week if no one turn up for the auction thingy....

They came up with the lorry but did not seek for any place for shelter... No hotel or motel on the list... They r planning to stay over night at the 24 hour McD... Which really make my heart sunk.... So in the end i decided to bring them around PG as this is their 1st time here...

It rained really heavy n in the end of the day I still drop them off at McD ... Just like how they want it to be...

Neway, I've done what I can and good to know that they actually decided to go for a cheap motel to stay over as the wifi are not working for them to work on their assignments.....

Dream

I don't feel like going home

It's Always Me

Every time when there's argument between me and my sis.... It's always my fault....

I'm like the one with the label "The One To Be Blame" ..... How am I supposed to help when I don't even know there's a problem???? Am
I supposed to automatically receive the signal of something is going wrong right after I open the door?

Am getting tired of this that Being blame not helping or no contribution or what so ever to the family..... I've done what I can and when I am in trouble I don't ask from family 1st but solve it with on my own.... And is this still called selfish??

What's going on with the family here!!!!?

The Shit Way It Is

Yes, every time when I got a new vision of what I wanna do in my life jz for a moment, it got ripped off...

Having this fear that I won't be dancing anymore in the future is really getting into my nerves and as I mention that I'm lost.

How many time does this needs to repeat? It always happen and it seems like I can't have 2 great things in my life...... NEVER