So Far So Good

 

After weeks of work loads.... finally things are getting done and in place minus the future problem that I do not dare to foresee.... As for tomorrow, there will be another Press Conference to attend and this time is going to give a small speech...there's no problem but in mandarin again!!!! ah... I guess I just have to go tru it all over again since the last time @ school...

 

 

Went to gym last nite and can't wait to dance my ass off... but the thing is Kerry was not in instead another girl replace her... at first look she don't look too hip hop at all.... and you know what... IT'S TRUE.... I mean she does not have the attitude and her dance was so super lame and lotsa sexy moves....

Wasted the first 15 mins of class cuz she can't find the headphone... 0.o ....

Neway, combat was good.... and the cute guys with tattoo are the motivation to gym :D

So What?!!

 

Been really busy this few weeks and kinda not into the mood to make any entry.... Work is a hell full of stress and is driving me crazy with all the workloads and the urgency of it...

Went for a buffet dinner yesterday... supposed to be a nice wonderful dinner with colleagues until someone (attention whore, bragger and rich 'queen') came along... I hate people who got all the attention and likes to brag what he does overseas at Paris or Milan and how they can't resist buying LV, Gucci, or watever brand I can't even spell....

Who cares how much you pay for a bag overseas when we are supposed to eat buffet and just relax with friends after a whole day of work...

Am no mean person but sometimes I just don't care and do what I want.... I eat what I wan and keep my silence all I want and decided not to responds to those brags as I want...

Neway... enuf of tat rants....

More work loads

Less gyming

Lotsa food inputs

DOOM

I Am......

How Many Times?

Have you ever remind yourself of certain things so many times that you think it became stagnant and don't seems to work anymore?

I kept reminding myself to live life to the max by not worrying things that are to small to make me feel bad or insecure.... Just do what I like without thinking what people thinks..... But most of the time I DO care how people think of me....

Buy anything I wan without worrying bout how much money I have in my bank... and most of the time I worry that one day I'm gonna in debt or was too calculative of  
'price x quality x quantity'....

Eat whatever I want without worrying bout my diets becuz you never know how long you can still live to enjoy this food....... and most of the time when I wanted to eat..example a fried chicken... I worry about gaining weight and make all my effort at the gym down to the drain...

F**K .... No matter how many times I remind myself it just not gonna happen... or it won't last...

Neway, got myself something to look into today... when someone is very serious with his work... the work turns out good and a good marketer is always someone who will convince you to believe what they say... and of cuz the power to attract the attention of the surrounding...

Am not someone like that though.... but I really wanted to... looking at the people at the press conference today does make me feel weak and small in a way that I was not fit there....

There will be another press conference coming up and this is gonna be on me or whatever I represents.... I do hope I am ready for it and shows some results... I want people to take me seriously too....

Getting Better

May is ending and all stress kinda gone by as the quarter closes... We manage to nearly hit the target given but we have shown improvement therefore it is still consider a celebration...wheeeee... Things are getting better in the office as everyone seems to be nice to each other...

Juz came back from dinner with miss K & Wei Ping.... it's nice to be able to hang out with friends after work and juz relax a little bit.... better still, boss won't be in tomorrow haha...

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Gym was so-so last nite as the dance class invovlves some sexy moves in the end and I really suck for sexy moves.... YES not all Gays are good at sexy moves.... :P

Body Combat class was fun as there's someone to look at..haha.. there's this new guy who can't really catch up with the class but trying real hard to do so... He got 2 tattoos on the leg which makes him a little more interesting... gosh guys with ink makes me fall for them...

Kinda decided on my own tattoo date which is end of next month JUNE, where I have more time to rest my arms after getting inked...

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A little updates on me...

Latest Game on iPhone - Mon Towers

Latest FB Games - The Avengers

Latest Crush - Alfred ( Bie's newly adopted little Guinea Pig )

Lost

Can't really explain my current situation... I'm kinda lost at the moment as in not sure what am I doing, thinking, craving or dreaming...

Am not sure where to start either... work is kinda stress as me myself are holding a few projects on hand and wasn't sure what to expect from the outcome...things just got stuck somewhere and my brain aren't functioning as well to think of the way out...

Love life is pretty much the same other than a small misunderstanding last week

Friends.. Joey are falling into a very bad situation with her BF (long story and am not sharing it here)... she's been Lining with me whole week long even on weekends just to make sure she don't have any free time to think of that stupid BF of hers....

Self.... went asking for my tattoo price and finally it's gonna cost me RM350.... o.0 it;s way more than I expected since Wilbur is gonna have one done for RM260 for a bigger and obvious ones... I guess it's true when the tattoo is smaller, the harder it gets and the more it cost...

Neway, still figuring out if am gonna get it this soon.... Need approval from Bie 1st...

See how lost am I now? I just can't make decisions and things aren't getting my way too...

It's Coming

 

Went to survey my tattoo price today with Wilbur since he is also interested to have another one on the shoulder...

Well better than I expected..it only cost me roughly around 300 plus but I think I can get a better price after showing them the real words I wanted to ink.... cuz it's actually smaller.... finger cross-ed that this gonna happen real soon and hope Bie wont stop me this time hehe...

Good Smells Turns Heads

Since Bie was not around last weekend, had not been playing CardFight Vanguard for a week now... I kinda miss playing it..... cant wait for this weekend....

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There's a lot of cute guy at the gym this few months and I was like...wow here n there in my mind...LOL... yea I know I acted like a slut but hey... I'm jz being true to myself... I mean it is normal for a gay person to look at cute guys and go WOW rite????

Oh bout the title for this entry? yea someone pass by me at the gym and man he smells good..I mean not that he sweats and all wet n... NO!!!!

That person finished what ever he do at the gym and showered and walk pass me... Fruity Fresh smells.... that turn head.... really wanna ask what cologne he is using.... might consider that after my Burberry Summer dried out....

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Had a small misunderstanding with Bie yesterday and I am feeling guilty cuz I think it's ma fault... ><; should've put him first before my friends and confess myself earlier that I have dates with them before it's too late... >.< .......... neways... seems like it's getting back to normal today tru sms...

Just wanna say sorry Bie....Luv ya

B.A.P

Been watching video the last night.. and finally have time to watch the MTV of B.A.P... omg they are really good..... more masculine style K-Pop, young and really talented... Not to mention the dancing....

Lonely Weekend

Bie will be away from Penang this weekend... Which means I will be alone thru till Monday... Kinda nice timing actually since I need some time to be alone to get my things done...

Celebrated Cindy's early Birthday today with White Chocolate Macadamia cake from Secret Recipe which is her fav and tasted real good too...

After that went out with Joey & Elaine for a short hang out and updates at the same time 'celebrating' Elaine's last day at the 'Ex-office'... We use to work together and we really enjoyed it.... but now we are on our own path... kinda miss the old days...

Neway... survey on tattoo and time to get it DONE....

ITs COMING....

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Cakes!!!!!!!

Cakes Cakes Cakes..... Sharing my birthday cakes :D I guess this year I got the best cakes ever.....

 

Starting with this with the guys @ The Library

This is with colleagues in the office..Humble Beginning Cakes... this is GOOD!!!!!!!!!

20 layers of crepes put together.... yummy is the only word...

And this cute one is from Bie..Awwwww so sweet got this cute Royal Icing Domo Kun on top... haha... Its Tiramisu Cake and man.... this is also good..... I can taste the alcohol in it...every bite.... phew...

This small one is from my Lil' Sis.... Simple but nice.... :D

Thanks guys!!!!!!!!!!! I really enjoyed my 2012 Birthday and those wished me on Facebook..... Love u all...

It's MAY!!!!

Back from a long long break from my post entry.... Been enjoying the last 4 days of holiday..... And back to work on the 2nd of May 2012... wooot... it's almost half year done for 2012...that's fast....

Neway...This year birthday is really a blast.... will share my cakes and other celebration stories on my next post k....

Just back from gym and is kinda tired to transfer out all the photo from my phones... :P