Have you ever remind yourself of certain things so many times that you think it became stagnant and don't seems to work anymore?
I kept reminding myself to live life to the max by not worrying things that are to small to make me feel bad or insecure.... Just do what I like without thinking what people thinks..... But most of the time I DO care how people think of me....
Buy anything I wan without worrying bout how much money I have in my bank... and most of the time I worry that one day I'm gonna in debt or was too calculative of
'price x quality x quantity'....
Eat whatever I want without worrying bout my diets becuz you never know how long you can still live to enjoy this food....... and most of the time when I wanted to eat..example a fried chicken... I worry about gaining weight and make all my effort at the gym down to the drain...
F**K .... No matter how many times I remind myself it just not gonna happen... or it won't last...
Neway, got myself something to look into today... when someone is very serious with his work... the work turns out good and a good marketer is always someone who will convince you to believe what they say... and of cuz the power to attract the attention of the surrounding...
Am not someone like that though.... but I really wanted to... looking at the people at the press conference today does make me feel weak and small in a way that I was not fit there....
There will be another press conference coming up and this is gonna be on me or whatever I represents.... I do hope I am ready for it and shows some results... I want people to take me seriously too....
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