The Shit Way It Is

Yes, every time when I got a new vision of what I wanna do in my life jz for a moment, it got ripped off...

Having this fear that I won't be dancing anymore in the future is really getting into my nerves and as I mention that I'm lost.

How many time does this needs to repeat? It always happen and it seems like I can't have 2 great things in my life...... NEVER