CNY 2012

Yay! It 1st day of CNY today but like usual am not getting or feeling how it should be... Having to see some of my family members once a year is great but we don't seems so connect with each other like a family should be.


 All I wanted for a happy CNY is having a great reunion dinner just like it's shown on TV, having laughter and enjoying ourselves.


All I want is a family.

Happy Chinese New Year 2012....

Penang Heritage Buildings - Of Doors, Of Windows

Feeling Down

It a nite like this I feel lonely and wanted to end my life.... listening a Faye's song and just got me flying and wanted to be free from this life...

I dont really have a fren who I can reli talk to when i=I am feeling down..most cuz I dun usually tell my problem to people and most of them dont reli know much bout me.... I dont reveal much bout myself in my life and I started to felt that I shud open myself more to people....


I envy most of the people I know about how their life can be or will be compared to mine... Am I not good enuf? I know I did a lot where God might have not approved me to do so but do I reli deserved all the punishment? I jz dont understand sumtimes... I wanted to be free and happy wit my life but I jz cant....

Singapore trip was good and I did have a lot of fun and thats when I can escape from the reality....... I miss it....

Back from Singapore

It's been a nice trip to Singapore for the second time... N guess what... I'm still looking forward for the third time n I guess u jz enjoy being there despite it's exp to spend thr...
Lots of fun n no argument throughout the trip this time... Will share some photo once I got my time on them...

Back to work Tmr... Back to reality but jz put it into a good way... It's time to earn as much as possible and look forward got Melbourne trip in 2012 n who knows another Singapore trip early next year... Finger cross n see ya

BITCH!!!!!

Some diva in the office is testing my temper day by day... A guy acting like a diva is so not cool n u think ppl really admire for being tat way? Haha such a bimbo... Go F off sumwhere n outta my face..... U r good for nothing but a clown joke

DEATH

If there were to be a mysterious death case.... I'm in one now... BORE TO DEATH... Can you imagine coming to work for 8-9 hours doing pretty much nothing?

Came to work... breakfast while reading pass days newspaper...Facebook -ing illegally...then day dreaming all the way to lunch time... after that? Just waiting if there's anything to pop up for the rest of the day... a small meeting is just nice to burn some time... then waiting to go home....

I know this is not right but its what everyone else in the office is doing.... I'm not sure how long i can take this anymore...

F la

Its supposed to be a  wonderful Saturday morning until the email pop up... WTF!!!!!! Fine, I know I shouldn't be blaming that idiot but it's my fault as well....

Neways, still wanna ask that idiot FUCK LA :P get outta my life even though you're the management ppl