It a nite like this I feel lonely and wanted to end my life.... listening a Faye's song and just got me flying and wanted to be free from this life...
I dont really have a fren who I can reli talk to when i=I am feeling down..most cuz I dun usually tell my problem to people and most of them dont reli know much bout me.... I dont reveal much bout myself in my life and I started to felt that I shud open myself more to people....
I envy most of the people I know about how their life can be or will be compared to mine... Am I not good enuf? I know I did a lot where God might have not approved me to do so but do I reli deserved all the punishment? I jz dont understand sumtimes... I wanted to be free and happy wit my life but I jz cant....
Singapore trip was good and I did have a lot of fun and thats when I can escape from the reality....... I miss it....
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