I.R.O.N.I.C

I.R.O.N.I.C is the only word I can say....

1. I am drinking coffee which causes me sleepless night only when I need to wake up super early for 3 days straight...

2. I saw him and instantly reminds me to live my life without second doubts... only when I was about to give up and starts to slack with my blog entries...

3. There's someone who is willing to love me when I am already attached... and it hurts becuz I things will work out between us if it's not becuz of the latter...

4. I am financially concern whenever I am planning to spend my money on gadgets (iPad, 42" LCD Screen for my room, new gaming desktops and a lot more)

Basically I am all over the place as I am not sure what am I doing now...

Recovering from the office matter and I finally decided to stop my flirting with Eugene. I know it some how hurtful to him but all I can do is ....Sorry..... (yea i know am bad)

Done some calculation yesterday and just to find out that my monthly expenses was way to far from what I am earning.... it's been a Negative figure and I didn't know it!!!! SHUCK!!!! Credit DEBTS...

Am now depending on my previous savings to survive the coming months not to mention Melbourne Trip on the way....

It's gonna be like a war zone fighting tickets to BIG BANG concert !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!