This feeling....damn

Am getting this feeling like I will soon be missing something in future...cant really describe the feeling but its eating me...

This is not good... and I hate if anything like that happen. ..what happen to the motivation thing I felt last week? Its like a total 360 change. ..arrrg

This feeling....

Am having a feeling that I somehow can't explain..... It's a combination go excited, anxious n crazy.... Nah don't get me wrong...am not seeing anyone at the moment....

I guess I jz need more of mallow610 & lafond66 to make me calm n it's reli the best thing I can have now....

Neway...was thinking of getting a small tattoo on my wrist as due to my skin problem I am not sure to do the big ones..... Will be turning 30 next week and I dun felt like celebrating it....reli...NO

I wanna be young ..... Sobsssssss

I need more

Watching youtube videos can sometimes be so addictive...I wan more n more even thought I already been watching it for the whole nite yday....

Gosh its the only thing now that motivates me tru the day

Not Gay Enough

I jz felt like I am not being gay enuf to be a gay guy...lol...I dun use makeup...I dun dress to kill most of the time...

I dun bitch enuf...I .....dont know. ..

I think I need to replenish myself n get out of the closet n be who I reli is...then I can enjoy my life...

I got this from watching coming out story videos on YouTube. ...yes blame them...lol

Its time maybe.....

T.I.H.U

It means. TIME I HATE U

Not feeling good

Not feeling good at all... Things are getting back to the dark side.... Lost n found my wallet again in 3 months n no money was found in the wallet...but those cards are still there....

Depressed since the the peak season for recruitments n I hate all those pressures... It's really making me crazy...

I really really wanna give up.... I surrender... For real.... Show me what I should do next

Lost The Battle, Win The War

Wilbur's last day in the office... Was a mix emotion

Neway, went to Ben's n celebrate his farewell

Nothing much