Itchy is back

Yes the itchiness that I got 3 years ago is back to haunt me.... I remember I was given steroid in controlled amount to cure me back then.... Not sure why it is coming back after so many years

The only thing I can think off is the construction work next door...paint chemical is always bad for me.... Allergic n stuff like that...

2, too much pressure from work does effect your body sometimes....
3, it must be the towels .... Hmmmmm ** sigh

Neway, 2nd day of 2013.... How was it for u? To me it's just a new year but the same old shit.....

2013

It's already a new year!!!? That's fast....

Lost my wallet few days before 2013... Not having a good day at work as I'm really at the edge of throwing my resign letter....

Hoping 2013 will be better

Went countdown at straits quay and that's was like the best firework show ever!!!! And ending up stuck at the car park since its not moving at all and people making fun with their honks.... Yea thx for the voice pollution when we really need it the most....

Supposed to be a really nice holiday today but end up scolding bie for playing too much game and ignoring me all the time.... Shud have keep myself cool but I lost it

Anyway, things get better after saying am sorry and bla bla bla trying to make the rest of the day better n it happen.... Watch few movies at home and having this "Monday blue" even it's not Monday tmr... Gosh how I wish I don't have to work and tones of cash with me.... Great dreaming Alex!!!!! Wake up!!!!!!

That's about all.....

Ending.....and A New Beginning

21st December 2012 which is supposed to be the end of the world.....somehow manage to get everyone's attention and becoming the topic of the day.... Well, I don't really care too much bout it as I am not scared if it happens because if it does....good....life ends without having me to decide how....

And it didn't happen today.... But something inside me died....the passion for my work....its been a busy week for the last 3 weeks and not happy over the last event I'm involved in... And yea....someone got promoted

It's not because I'm jealous of him getting the promotion but I just felt that...it's not a necessary thing... We have two senior staff already and they just got promoted last year and what's the point to have another senior of a year plus with the company? It's weird and yea...I just felt I'm useless because even I do more than people, if you do not know how to make the upper management see it....no one will!!

Getting tired of this kinda situation, I felt like giving up....wanted to resign and do some small business...and if it fails.... That's it....:(

Life's not so fair....it never does.... Shame on me

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No love can hurt as much as the love that can never be and no thought can hurt as much as the thought of a love that could have been.

They say if you work hard people will notice you, but I think no matter how hard I've worked... people still thinks that they've work harder than I do and only those who knows how to grab the credits wins..... Reality.... F u....

Still here

Yea am still here alive.... Jz busy n there's another week to go before I can really enjoy my usual weekends again n Xmas n New Years..... N er.... End of the world maybe....

L

One OFF thing about Facebook is when u see that ur ex-s are doing well and you're becoming a loser somehow..... Shit!

Major depression