Thursday, February 28, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
No Control
I felt that I have no control over my life and most of the time, all my actions are controlled by people basically my family..... I am constantly asked to do stuff that I don't wish to do... I know it's easy to say ...hey u just have to say no... But what happen if its ur parents? U know they have high hopes on you and you wouldn't wanna hurt their feelings by doing things that opposed them.....
This is the situation I am into most of my life.... And I am getting tired of it... I just wanted to get out from this family that I don't felt I belong to.... It seems harsh for me to say it .... But this is how I feel.... Again... I am not supposed to say it at my own will?
This is the situation I am into most of my life.... And I am getting tired of it... I just wanted to get out from this family that I don't felt I belong to.... It seems harsh for me to say it .... But this is how I feel.... Again... I am not supposed to say it at my own will?
Sunday, February 24, 2013
The End of CNY
15 days of CNY just went by..... Too fast n am not feeling anything bout it....
Sigh
Going back to the normal days....work....eat....gaming.....sleep...work again...am getting tired of this kinda life....
Been having some conversation wit Petrina the other day.... Regarding how we end up in a life at we are not supposed to be.... We deserved something better but...what r we gonna do bout it?
Nothing can be done except to accept it and change it...
Sigh
Going back to the normal days....work....eat....gaming.....sleep...work again...am getting tired of this kinda life....
Been having some conversation wit Petrina the other day.... Regarding how we end up in a life at we are not supposed to be.... We deserved something better but...what r we gonna do bout it?
Nothing can be done except to accept it and change it...
Sunday, February 10, 2013
CNY 2013
This year is really different.....
1. I don't spend too much on new clothes....
2. 2 pants got too tight and I can't really fit into it .....
3. I don't gamble
4. I got Ang Pao from my niece.... Who is few years younger than me...and it feel weird lol...
5. This CNY is just reli another holiday for me to enjoy...nothing much..gosh..am I getting old!!!
Neway...wish all the best....
1. I don't spend too much on new clothes....
2. 2 pants got too tight and I can't really fit into it .....
3. I don't gamble
4. I got Ang Pao from my niece.... Who is few years younger than me...and it feel weird lol...
5. This CNY is just reli another holiday for me to enjoy...nothing much..gosh..am I getting old!!!
Neway...wish all the best....
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Eleven Days
Tomorrow is the kick start of my eleven days holiday off from work..... Wohooooo needed this time to adjust and recover from the bad and negative aura at work place.... Having the urge to resign and ironically, Joey helped me to ask for a position at her place... And is waiting for me to submit in the applications..... Not sure if I really wanna move on or continue here.....
Neway, holiday 1st ...think later.....
Neway, holiday 1st ...think later.....
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
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