I.R.O.N.I.C

I.R.O.N.I.C is the only word I can say....

1. I am drinking coffee which causes me sleepless night only when I need to wake up super early for 3 days straight...

2. I saw him and instantly reminds me to live my life without second doubts... only when I was about to give up and starts to slack with my blog entries...

3. There's someone who is willing to love me when I am already attached... and it hurts becuz I things will work out between us if it's not becuz of the latter...

4. I am financially concern whenever I am planning to spend my money on gadgets (iPad, 42" LCD Screen for my room, new gaming desktops and a lot more)

Basically I am all over the place as I am not sure what am I doing now...

Recovering from the office matter and I finally decided to stop my flirting with Eugene. I know it some how hurtful to him but all I can do is ....Sorry..... (yea i know am bad)

Done some calculation yesterday and just to find out that my monthly expenses was way to far from what I am earning.... it's been a Negative figure and I didn't know it!!!! SHUCK!!!! Credit DEBTS...

Am now depending on my previous savings to survive the coming months not to mention Melbourne Trip on the way....

It's gonna be like a war zone fighting tickets to BIG BANG concert !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

End Of The World

Is it end of the world yet> Becuz if it is.... then I'll just go crazy with my life....F those people to dares to find fault with me when I'm in this mode.. Nothing seems to go the right way for me....

Some people make the right choices while some don't...  For me.. I tend to do wrong choice cuz I can't control myself.....

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Neway... last Sat went out with Elaine, Joey & Bongkot...It's been while since I hang out late with frens... Had a really nice outing where we end up having beer and due to some mistake.... buying 1 buckets free us 2 more buckets instead of 2 bottles..... 0.o....

The Down Time

Emotion swings like crazy.... ups & downs of life came like a tornado / tsunami...

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Staying Positive

Some question are not meant to be asked so directly nor make fun with.... But I guess there's no point having a negative mind....

To Paradise Is Where We Should

Keep Dancing

Well, I have to say many people don't see me as a dancer... I love to dance and I think I can dance pretty well based on the usual Kerri's classes at the gym... It was a fun one today and I was picked to dance with another 3 like top dancer in the class...

I am glad to be back to dancing actually cuz thats the time Dancing is all I think about... nothing bothers me... I have to say I was born to dance but unfortunately... I won't be living this dream..

I do hope I can still continue to dance until I can't anymore.. >.<

I wanna prove to people that no matter how you look, how old you are...if you have the passion to dance....Keep On Dancing.... cuz if that's you.... it will always be YOU!

What The...

Not feeling very happy this few days since the argument with my boss last Fri... Well it's for something stupid that he does not wanna take responsible... I admit I'm wrong too but you have to bare the same thing because it does reflect who you are as a boss too.. :P

Neway.. Been missing gym lately and felt like gaining extra fat here and there... And I wonder where did all the good looing guys go at the gym?? Been missing some of them... no motivation at all ..LOL